rain.

its been raining for the past 2 days...and honestly, i hate it.
i dont have a car, so i have to walk everywhere and it doesnt work that well in such a crappy weather. but whatever, im hoping its gonna go away.
i went to the mall the other day to get some flat boots, and i went to ALDO...

 i wasnt going to buy a purse but i had to because i dont have anything that is the same solor as my new boots. This purse was 50 Canadian Dollars.

i was just looking around i saw these cute tights, so i couldnt stop myself from buying them :) they were i think 12 dollars.

these are my boots. they are extremely comfy and they look really nice. its real leather and they were 130 dollars.

and there was a deal! 2 for 1, so i thought i would get something and ended up getting a ring and earrings and it cost me 12 dollars :)

havent been here for a while.

Listening to Stars-Dead hearts which became probably one of my favorite songs because of the trailer to the movie "Like crazy". http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTUvX_pYNBM
By the way, i cried watching the trailer.I am sure the movie is gonna be brilliant!
Anyways. Whats new? Um. School is tiring but fun. I do yoga now at the gym which is like 10 minutes away from my house. I love my new place, because the location if so nice. Its onlt 5 minutes to school, 15 minutes to downtown, 20 minutes to the mall, and 10 minutes to my favorite park Hendersen. Isnt that so exciting? But I have to admit the weather is not that exciting. But i have couple of jackets...so I really hope ill survive. Well of course I will, its me, right?

Denim shirt-Garage

Dress-Garage

Flip-flops-ALDO

Today I went to get my first straighner in my life! And i ended up bying something else...

left to right:
CHI Iron Guard (it was in the package with my straighner.
Got2b Volumizing Hair Spray
Big Sexy Hair Volumizing Hair Mousse
CHI straightner. It is a special edition for the breast cancer i think.

Also I wanted to do a review on the foundation I bought like 2 weeks ago.

It is DIORSKIN foundation.Natural glow. Hydrating foundation. 

and honestly, its amazing. I love it. It is REALLY good for dry skin. My skin used to be oily when I was in Russia, but here in Southern Alberta the climate is so dry that I guess my skin decided to get very dry haha. I used to use Bourjois  Healthy Mix foundation and it was perfect when I had oily skin, but It looked horrible when my skin got dry.

So I really recommend the DIOR one for those who has dry skin, because it is actually really good. It gives you I would say middle coverage. It gives a natural look-thats what i like the most. 

Kaylies birthday.

Thats what I was wearing.
Dress-Garage
Cardigan-H&M
Tights-Payless
Boots-Aldo

im in Canada!

I arived to Canada on Monday, the 15th. Im staying with my friend Lena till the 25th, and then Im moving into my new host family`s house. Im really excited but at the same time im terrified! I have never seen that lady before, but I really hope we will be able to get along pretty well. Im trying to get used to being here in Canada, but for now it doesnt work that well because Im pretty much bored all.the.time. I hate sitting at home...and thats what i do almost all the time here...cool. Not really. But anyway... yesterday I went out and did a photoshoot with Erin! She is beautiful inside and out. She is leaving for university in like 5 days, and honestly it sucks so much, because she is such a nice girl, and I think we could be really good friends if she wasnt leaving. We talk about everything and she is a very interesting person. Like she loves drama, books, adventures! So yes im pretty sad she is leaving so soon. But anyways, we did a photoshoot...and thats one photo I got time to edit, and seriously even I think its stunning! I love her pose, her closed eyes...everything looks just like I wanted it to.

and thats what I was wearing! It was pretty cool yesterday, I thought it was gonna rain..and it did but late at night, so thats good we did our photoshoot just on time!

Jeans, top- Garage
Cardigan- H&M
Bag- ALDO
Flats- some shop in Paris

Purse from Topshop and an umbrella from Accessorize!

scared to be forgotten?

People are used to forgetting something or someone. Its normal to forget, isnt it? But we never do realise that when YOU get forgotten by someone you really care about it hurts. It hurts so much that it gets into your heart and breaks it into pieces, because you never thought it would happen to you. You never even thought you would stop talking to people you loved. And then...when its happens you dont want to see the fact that its all over. You keep living in the past and you just keep thinking about all those memories you had together. And then when it comes to the understanding that its all done you are heartbroken. And its hard to forgive and forget because you will never do. It stays inside of you and never goes away.

4 days left? um.

Yeah. 4 days till I leave. Great. Im excited..but at the same time im not at all. Like Im scared to live at the new place and Im scared to fail something at my last year in school. I am gonna miss everyone so badly, its not even funny how much. When im here, at home I feel so safe and confiedent. When I came to Canada the last time I realised how unconfiedent I was. I used to be so popular here, everyone knew me and I knew everyone. Everyone wanted to be friends with me, and I had never thought in my entire life that it was gonna change. And it did. I felt like all these girls who are like grey mices and who are scared to even talk to someone. I felt like one of them, and I couldnt understand what was wrong how how to fix that! And Im still lost. I still have no idea what to do about my Canadian confiedence at all. Its a huge challenge for me but I know that I have to live through it to get somewhere. I want to achieve so much in my life, and I am fully aware Its gonna be hard and tough for me in the different country. I want to become someone. I want people to remember me. This year is gonna decide everything about my future. And I am gonna do everything to make it happen, because I want it to. Maybe its even good that I dont really have friends in Canada, except for Lena and Brooke...because maybe I will concentrate all my attention on my education and on my future. So..i guess life is gonna show me whatever it was for me.